Jeramy’s FND Journey

Tag: Injury

  • DISABILTY SUPPORTS STARTS – REFLECTIONS – NDIS

    DISABILTY SUPPORTS STARTS – REFLECTIONS – NDIS

    As I have been exploring my local surroundings, workplace, shopping centres and city centres, I have been frustrated by the lack of access, inclusion, and understanding/care for people with disabilities. I am invisible to people around me. I am often knocked over, run into, and have countless near misses because people are too busy to…

  • NDIS Take 4

    NDIS Take 4

    I got emotive at the NDIS hearing, explaining all the work I had done over the 12 months prior, the reports, the specialists consults, the thousands upon thousands of dollars spent on reports, working with a specialist OT going line by line over the NDIS access guidelines.  I’m still not being heard!!

  • Loss; Coming to Terms with a Permanent Disability.

    Loss; Coming to Terms with a Permanent Disability.

    If I’m being honest, I’ve been quiet these past few months (on social, blogs, and talking about progress, or lack thereof). Writing has been too hard because life’s been hard.

  • NDIS Knock Back No. 2

    NDIS Knock Back No. 2

    I have been working on my NDIS application since August 2022, with nearly six months of evidence collection, specialist appointments, and storytelling. Rejected. #fnd #fndawareness #fndwarrior #fndaware #withfnd #chronicillness #disability #functionalneaurilogicaldisorder #functionalneurologicaldisorderawareness #functionalneurologicalsymptomdisorder #functionalneurology #NDIS

  • My Disability is permanent. My current state is the new normal.

    My Disability is permanent. My current state is the new normal.

    This doesn’t feel like a completion or a success. Yes since hospital admission I have progressed from a standing frame, wheelie walker to crutches. But then we have a full stop. I have arrived at my new normal. I’m struggling to be ok with this.

  • Visit to a specialist

    Visit to a specialist

    The more I document, reflect, and share my story, the more I accept that this is a permanent condition. Yes, there are ways to ease my pain, improve mobility, reduce muscle tightness etc. The simple fact is I have a disability that I and others around me will need to adjust to this constantly.

  • FND, I didn’t sign up for this.

    FND, I didn’t sign up for this.

    I have been struggling this week! I’ve started the journey this month of collating evidence of my permanent disability. I have found this confronting, and honestly has lowered my mood. Having to ask health professionals to test and prod, explain my FND symptoms has caused me to reflect back on my flare-ups. I’ve dug up 7…

  • My FND NDIS Journey Begins

    My FND NDIS Journey Begins

    The single most challenging thing I have needed to do on this seven-year journey with a functional neurological disorder (FND) is formalising the diagnosis. Formalising the diagnosis requires me to be honest with myself. Meaning I can no longer mask or hide from my unusual walk (FND gait disorder) and other unusual symptoms. As a…

  • The Story So Far

    The Story So Far

    I’ve had so many diagnoses over the years that it’s laughable. Muscle strain, muscle spasms, cramping, bursitis, partial dislocations of the hip, ataxia of unknown origin, arthritis (at various times noted in the hips, knees, and back), deferred pain, mainly in the stomach (which led to so many stomach-related investigations), chronic pain, lower back pain,…

  • When Life Gives You Lemons.

    When Life Gives You Lemons.

    Balancing ‘normal’ family life, work, and the day-to-day hiccups we call life together has always been challenging. So adding a functional neurological condition, compounded with chronic pain, was not a welcomed bedfellow. While working through my new normal, we have needed to concurrently navigate some significant medical concerns with one of my daughters. Jenna has Autism, making planning…