Jeramy’s FND Journey

Tag: Hope

  • The Power of Self-Advocacy: Choosing Hope in a Broken System

    The Power of Self-Advocacy: Choosing Hope in a Broken System

    I don’t say this lightly: I live in a body that often betrays me, in a world that isn’t built for me. Navigating to the shops can be dangerous and inaccessible, often resulting in falls. My home, which should be a sanctuary and safe place, is far from it because of my disability.

  • NDIS Knock Back No. 2

    NDIS Knock Back No. 2

    I have been working on my NDIS application since August 2022, with nearly six months of evidence collection, specialist appointments, and storytelling. Rejected. #fnd #fndawareness #fndwarrior #fndaware #withfnd #chronicillness #disability #functionalneaurilogicaldisorder #functionalneurologicaldisorderawareness #functionalneurologicalsymptomdisorder #functionalneurology #NDIS

  • Disability Support Declined

    Disability Support Declined

    In my previous blog, I wrote about the fact my disability is permanent. My current state is my new normal. The ironic thing is that the NDIS declined my application due to their opinion of my disability not being permanent or, in NDIS language, ‘fully treated’. This is despite having letters confirming my disability from…

  • My Disability is permanent. My current state is the new normal.

    My Disability is permanent. My current state is the new normal.

    This doesn’t feel like a completion or a success. Yes since hospital admission I have progressed from a standing frame, wheelie walker to crutches. But then we have a full stop. I have arrived at my new normal. I’m struggling to be ok with this.

  • The New Normal

    The New Normal

    My doctors think I am pushing harder than others with similar conditions. I’m convinced that I need to do more, and my family are providing the balance.

  • A Day in Rehab

    A Day in Rehab

    Each afternoon I head to the gym. This is 45-60mins of pain. I am pushing through the tremors and doing essential, repetitive exercises and mainly focusing on two things. 1. Conditioning and strength building, 2. I am working on resetting those signals with the brain through repetitive tasks.

  • Yes I’m Fine

    Yes I’m Fine

    If I reflect on the past seven years, battling with mobility issues, whatever label you want to put on it. I have been a stubborn arse. I run run run; my body collapses, I run run run, my body collapses. This has happened six times so far, with many, many near misses that I have…

  • The Story So Far

    The Story So Far

    I’ve been ‘unwell’ in my current state since 2015/16, so seven years of not understanding the ‘WHY’ about my chronic pain, tremors, and functional neurological disorder. Therefore I needed to focus on one avenue to ensure some kind of normality for myself and my family. I’ve focused on pain management for the past seven years,…

  • The Story So Far

    The Story So Far

    I’ve been ‘unwell’ in my current state since 2015/16, so seven years of not understanding the ‘WHY’ about my chronic pain, tremors, and functional neurological disorder. Therefore I needed to focus on one avenue to ensure some kind of normality for myself and my family. I’ve focused on pain management for the past seven years,…